draw you inside my book (Explicit)

Publishers：Isaiah Faber (SOCAN) - Sony/ATV Songs LLC (BMI)/Ibishov Ali Vagif Ogly
I was telling her secrets
I knew she wouldn't keep
Quickly got in the habit
Of coming over every week
She would stare at my drawings
I would watch her eyes
Scrolling on her phone
Making fun of all the guys
She would talk with my parents
While I would wait outside
She was good at not caring
And I was way too blind
I should've been focused
On things she said
I can see us still sitting on my bed
Time moves fast
But I still ask about your day
And draw you inside my book
We had this thing
Whenever we talked
If one of us blanked
The other one knocked
She would ask questions
That I never thought about
I just wish there was someone
I could talk with now
At 2 am
On school nights
Wide awake still
Saying goodnight
Every time
Felt more painful
I'm tearing up drawings in my room
Cuz half of this s**t I made for you
Time moves fast
But I still ask about your day
And draw you inside my book
When you bought me that switchblade
When I saw it was real
And you told me to trust you
And taught me to feel