A Lonely Night In Mexico Thinking About Big Sean and Avicii (Explicit)

And start-up again
Umm I think it'll be an experience for you that
They will never forget
Probably with your life changing
I think it's going to be very hard on your body
I think you're gonna be
Umm shocked at how difficult it is
But I applaud you for trying it I'm really excited for you
And I so nobody gets hurt
So just be safe
And I love you
It's hard to explain what I got the vision for
It's almost like I'm tryna sing a hidden note
And I can't even get it out though it's it my throat
I get so frustrated I feel like a
I start feeling like my whole life isn't d**e
And I've ruined everything with what I didn't know
And some s**t my father told it starts hitting home
What the f**k am I even here livin' for
I miss my friends we don't talk as much as we used to
I'm too busy checking on YouTube and scrolling on IG
I tend to get glued to various distractions as my life floats by
Have been checked out the whole time
I spend 85% of it online
And for the things that really matter I got no time
No time
But wait if I can get myself out of this broke mood
Then maybe all my listeners can have hope too
Yeah that's what I'm gon' do
I become who I am from all the s**t I go through
Keep walkin' if I could write my name across the sky
Then I would if I could bring myself to understand what you are
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
If I would if I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would
I'ma butterfly flyin' through a broken sky
God servin' me truth and I'm open wide
And it takes courage to be still and go inside
I'm on a tip of liberation watch me do the lines
When a yoga pose hits a yoga pose
A part of me that I really hate showin' shows
You get a taste from my post of quotes
But my inner growth is something no one knows
And I hope it shows
In my eyes in my music in my vibe in my kindness
In the grand art piece that is my life
And again this is just a brush
You've been running long enough child come home
Break it down universe means one song
You wanna taste life swim into the unknown
I know that I did my best
I'm not designed to eat sleep sit and text
But thirty-first year is a vision quest
I know the answer I'm lookin' for isn't sex
And it isn't money isn't fame
It's something much deeper than I can explain
And this verse is just a finger pointin' towards the trail
Soon you gon' have to walk it for yourself
Keep walkin' if I could write my name across the sky
Then I would if I could bring myself to understand what you are
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would if I could if I could
Then I would and I would