Hollywood Whore (Explicit)

Am I wrong for being lost
The pressures of being boss exhausted every bone in my body
I can't walk
I don't talk I scream I don't stop to think
I'm so close to the dream that I can't go to sleep
Ironic I know so I need more chronic to roll
Tryna find what's more important the money or my soul
It's cold I'm low I'm caught between the roads
Under the Hollywood sign you get blinded by the glow uh
Yo how could you look me in the face
You sat at the table with my daughter promising you got us
Right after you finished saying grace
Why don't you tell her what you're hiding in the bank
It's time to cut my lawn to see the snakes
It's time to tell the truth to every fan who doesn't understand
That it's because of you they had to wait
While you left me here to deal with all the hate
I still smile but feel so fake
It's no sun the clouds are opaque
So much shade I read on one page
I can't even look at your name without getting the shakes
What a mistake uh look how you take uh
What doesn't belong to you this was a rape
And if fate send us both to Heaven
I'ma keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate uh
First place is it worth it when you see it's all two-faced
Trying to fit into a world with no new space
Commit third-degree murder
What for
Tryna play me like a Hollywood w***e
First place is it worth it when you see it's all two-faced
Trying to fit into a world with no new space
Commit third-degree murder
What for
Tryna play me like a Hollywood w***e
I woke up sweatin' tryna forget I'm in a mansion
'Cause fans are mad at my expansion
And my friend I thought was family
Who'd always understand me
Got offended 'cause he jealous
We supposed to be at the GRAMMYs
I'm asking when did pride and passion
Get mistaken for handouts and a*s-kissing
The fact is I made it from trailer trash to Saks 5th
Took it from underground to massive and the come up was classic
Back when white boys rapped they gettin' their a*s kicked
I was battlin' putting these rappers in caskets
I was walking home getting jumped after classes
Tell me why don't my haters mention that s**t
Now my rent is due and I'm a tenant getting by with no credit
Got residue from a sedative I ain't get from the medic
My schedule is so f**kin' hectic but still I'm in debt
I'd be better off dead so life insurance keep my family fed
It's because of y'all I couldn't separate from my career
Because of y'all I hated myself for so many years
Because of you you ain't never gonna see me trust
Even if I got a wife she just somebody I f**k
First place is it worth it when you see it's all two-faced
Trying to fit into a world with no new space
Commit third-degree murder
What for
Tryna play me like a Hollywood w***e
First place is it worth it when you see it's all two-faced
Trying to fit into a world with no new space
Commit third-degree murder
What for
Tryna play me like a Hollywood w***e
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