Couldn’t Make It Any Harder (Explicit)

Oh what I'd give to be
Reading you as the glass-half-full version of me
I was easier than I am now
Would have folded
But I can't now
Heard they say this emotion should be kind
But I couldn't make it any harder to love me
Your arms are reaching
And you're eager heart is throbbing
I know you're frustrated
'Cause I will not let you touch me
You say you can take it
But you don't know how hard I can make it
****boys you'll never meet
Well you can thank them for a while
So goddamn reactionary
And for the graveyard in my stomach
Filled with pivotal formative comments
Meanwhile you're just trying to tell me I look nice
But I couldn't make it any harder to love me
Your arms are reaching
And you're eager heart is throbbing
I know you're frustrated
'Cause I will not let you touch me
You say you can take it
But you don't know how hard I can make it
Ah
Oh no
Oh
I couldn't make it any harder to love me
Oh one day believe me
You'll want someone that makes it easy